Bad two days?

wooooooooh. these two days have been so oh-em-gee-nesss!
anyways i'll update short stuffs!

yesterday, i got my pizza hut voucher from teacher for taking part in The Star's Mag Inc competition. So i went with my mum and bro to the carefour one coz i thought carefour was better than the one opposite carefour..

NEVER GO TO CAREFOUR KEPONG PIZZA HUT EVER!
I went to the worse pizza hut outlet ever in my life! customer service was -000.0 & the pizza was terrible! And they go charging us for customer service. Puik! There was no soft drinks and only got milo and tea. We wanted to buy set but no pepsi and all. so i asked if they would extra charge us. and they said no. after they came back, they said they will extra charge us. i mean come on man. u no soft drinks you should not extra charge us rite? zzz. the whole place only had two tables occupied. YET the pizza took one hour to come. PLUS when they gave us cold garlic bread, we asked them to change it and the waiter give us the Sour face, said TSK as if we were an annoyance and shake her head and walk away instead of saying sry. WTH?! and they charged us customer service. isssssssssh! when we called them over to give us the bill, the waiter ignored and went to a stall outside to chit chat with her friend?! i really felt like walking out without paying. urgh! Too bad she wasnt wearing any name tag. if not, she'd be answering to her management right now. NVR EVER GO TO THAT OUTLET. Blacklisted! PFFT! PLUS PLUS the pizza we ordered was the normal one and they gave us thin crust. hmm.. wht else? Oh right. the pizza was BURNT AND HARD LIKE ROCK. So much for a cheezy soft feel. :( so sad. wasted my voucher there. Haihs... Really really bad service. and food. Someone i'm very paticular about pizzas coz their my favourite. :(

totally turned me off lar. the pizza was so baddddd. so so bad. URGH.

AND TODAY!

banged my head on the wall by accident yday night b4 i went to sleep by accident! =( Bang so hard till my teeth hurt for a while. T_T AND boy did i have a bad bad morning. :( tried to heat up the garlic bread i bought from Pizza Hut Yesterday. It ended up burning and the whole hse was filled with smoke! =( i used a microwave. dunno y it burnt so badly! any ideas? =( i took out the foil. serious! not tht stupid k. =P summore the garlic bread was a new row! havent eat yet. PLUS it was cold and hard like rock. baaah. i smelled smth. tot it was the aroma of the garlic bread but after a while it smelt like smth was burning. went down stairs to find the whole living room and kitchen filled with smoke. When i opened the microwave door, yellow smoke came ... Read Moreout like a sandstorm! must be the butter or smth. T_T the whole bread was black + black liquid. was so hard scrubbing the plate! felt so baaaad! went to school smelling like i was on fire. Totally no mood in the morning.. rawr! put in to heat for 2-3 mins. Is tht too long? =/ haihhhhssss. The smoke was so bad my eyes were tearing! and i was coughing. was so hard to breathe. Blarh.

so yes. thats whts been happening.
just had study group with su mei and may suet.
thanks for teaching me addmaths may suet. =D

thats about it. hope my days get better. =/
xoxo

I've Got you~! =)

Well i wanted to put up some pictures but i think my com kena virus coz of JJ's L4D! :( jovenneeeeeee ur B's L4D gave me virus! T_T so yeah. this was the only picture i could upload. an now, i cant see any pictures, music or anything! its all 0! ahhhhhhhh. =(

Anyhoo, thats a birthday present from Aunt Emily! =) thank u! hehe. Xiao Wu Ying also gave me a belated bday prezzie but but i could nt upload it. well, its a purple cow.. lol! those hand wrist support for mouse one. hahha. pretty cute. =) thanks xiao wu ying! =)

All American Rejects concert was Great when they came out to sing! but overall, the whole event sucked.Obviously they rocked the place when they performed! but overall. the whole event was terrible. Seriously terrible. Organizing and Planning totally = FAIL. was there since 2pm-11.40pm. tho, the thing only started at 6pm. or rather SUPPOSED to start at 6pm. y 2pm then? Lining up & all ya know. So had to be there early. but when we reached there.. =.=... the line was so short only. Not like david archuletta's one. it was craaazieee! this shows how much fans David Archuleta has.! =P anyways.. me and benroy was like.. darn.. we came too early. by 3pm the line went all the way to the back. heh. the sucky part was that there was so much technical problems and they made the crowd wait standing there.. cramped up.. like bodoh onlyfor one whole hour.. then someone comes out and sing one song and suddenly wait another hour. like WTH?! ya la. sucked. will blog a more detailed entry with pictures after spm! sry guys! =P busy laaaaaa...

just studied 5 chapters of chemistry. @_@. and.. my phone.. my phoneeeeeee! T_T its dying. it receives sms one whole day late. PLUS its lagging like some 100year old man. and my camera and video not functioning already. Zzzz. Bought it on 7.07.07. Quite a cool date ey? =P maybe its time i get a new phone! :P blek! hahaha... I was eyeing NOKIA 5730Xpress Music. but the volume of the phone when playing music is just so SOFT! softer than my phone! and they call it express music?! tsk tsk tsk.. so yeah. I've eyed a new phone! NOKIA E63! aww yeaaaah! i will get it. Believe ! believe i will! i believe so too! mwahahahahaha. I really love that the headphone plug in is those standard ones. Woo! love the qwerty keyboard, love the red colour. =D Love love love! that phone is loveeeeeeeeeee!

its 12 days till Spm! i exclude Sundays. =D SO YEAH MAN! this is it! THIS ... IS... IT! the moment we've all been waiting for. at least i think we are. =P

So yes, i'm happy today coz a relationship between me and someone has been mended today. hmm. i think it is. Well, its the first day, first step. SO lets hope it gets better? =] Feels Goooood. A feeling of relief. ;) Imma get back to my books now. Will try to update from time to time.!

Miss me! =P
xoxo

Sunshine. :)

Thanks alot Zhong Hao for making my day. =)
Seriously, thanks a million. :) i'm truly blessed to have a friend like you.
One call, and you fly to my rescue. haha.

Thanks for accompanying me to eat and for fetching me to get my things done. This is not the first time you've done something like this for me, but still, it does mean alot and i really appreciate it! hahahaa.. everytime we meet up, it still amazes me how we actually met each other and now become such good friends.! =P Bu Zhuo Yi Xia wor. haha..

Like i said just now, ni dui wo hen hao. BUT
i also dui ni hen hao hor! =P ahaha. blek. =)

love ya lots!
*HUGGGGS!*
:)

PS: ya la ya la. very leng zhai edy lar. your "outfit" just now make u LOOK very Pro. =P Your "outfit". =P you understand, i understand can edy la. ahahahahaha. =P but but but your hair.. =P hahahaha nvm nvm! grow longer edy. look better than last time. ;)

You're ma sunshine and hero of the day. :)

BIG DEAL!

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Darleg! xD

Haha hello! sorry for the long emo post there. =/ things are definitely better now. Had annual dinner on saturday! wohoo! was suppose to go for akon, but ended up a misunderstanding and the tickets were given away. =( but on the brightside! Ks was suppose to go but he had to do smth else in the end and i replaced his spot in annual dinner. =) such a blessing to go for last year's and this year's annual dinner for free! =) i really had a super duper lot of fun that night! ^^ .. =) of course, i have tons of pictures but i've no time to blog! so heres just a quick update. and pictures are on facebook. easier. dun need to wait for it to load 5 by 5. =P and sry lydia and jovenne! pictures of outreach tht day havent upload. =X soon! sry!

sides that, hmm.. alot has been happening.
so much that i cant keep track off. and times really flying!
u know.. Spm is in about 20 more days.. minus the sundays..
18 days! although no ones ever totally fully ready for SPM..
i cant wait to be done with Spm really! hahaha..
Bring it on honayyy! =P

today was a nice day. My teacher tht i talked about in the previous post,
well, he taught today! =) tho he's still not as fluent as he used to be..
HE'S BACK! =) awesomee! was so happy to see him back, teaching. =)
and he remembers me now! he remember my name! =) whee. xD
cool cool. ^^ JIA YOU TEACHER! =)

alrighty larh. thats abt wht i've been doing. heh.
Besides studying of course. =P
And today was fun! Made someone shyyyy! =P lalalalalala~!
hahaha seriously, it was funny seeing you that shy for the first time!
hohohoho~! =P blek.

PS: about my entry title. =.= some unknown number called me. miss called actually. so i smsed.. "?? You are?" and replied "How are you"? i said.."Who are you?" Replied .. "Nepel Warrag, You?" I said, "Do i know you? heh. i probably dont since you dont even know me. =.=" and replied.." Ok. Bai Bai Darleg" Me.. =.=................. DARLEG?! loler larh. hahahaha. funny tho. and someONE hor.. keeps using that against me hor.. *Stares* Pffft! Darleg la u. xD

Good week to you all.
Pray for me pray for me. Loves!

What If One Day You Forget Everything You've Ever known?

Dear Teacher,

I know u have forgotten alot of things,most of all you've known. But students like me have not forgotten you. when i heard the news about you, i was really shocked and worried. But today, today was really a shocking plus sad day for me.. i talked to u yesterday but you didn't really show any response to me. i thought u were just busy. But today, today when i passed by ur place, i greeted you and said "Hey teacher! long time no see!" and u showed no reaction... At all. And suddenly u used ur hand gesture calling me over to ur place. At that moment.. question marks were playing in my mind. And then u said.. " Cikgu Sudah Lupa.." with ur sad face.. lost.. and confused.. ur words stuned me. i.. i didn't know what to say.. and i asked you.. "Cikgu langsung tak ingat?" and u replied.. "Cikgu ingat sedikit sahaja." Again.. i was stuned.. thinking of what to say. And then i introduced myself again. exactly the way i did almost 2 years ago. "Cikgu, nama saya Yap Kah May. Saya dari kelas 5 Bestari" i had to fake a smile.. but in my heart, i was really really sad. Sadness filled me the minute u told me u've forgotten and u cant remember. Teacher, u were one of the close teachers to me in school and it breaks my heart to see you this way.. there was totally nothing i could say to make u feel better. and u just sat there.. staring blankly at ur table.. feeling hopeless.. i pat u on the shoulder and said.. "Don't worry teacher, in time.. , in time you'll gain back your memory again..!" and u just looked at me and nod ur head and stared blankly at your table again. i stood there. didn't know just wht to do or say. and i left.. as i walked back to class, total sadness filled my soul. i was really really sad for you teacher. words cant really describe just how i felt. the minute i reached class.. chi wing, khai yein and boon sin noticed the change of emotions in me. As i explained what just happened to them.. tears started to fill my eyes, but i held them from flowing out.. Sigh. teacher...

i felt so sad but i thought. NO! i wont give up on you. i'll gain back and help you remember! i'll help you remember what i can help you remember. About school.. or the students u were close with. and etc. i sat behind of the class.. and started to write a letter to you. a long long letter. I even asked you to read back the card i made for you last Hari Raya. That small card made you so happy. I still remember the first time u entered my class last year during EST period. u were teaching us about Were wolves! u even did sound effects with priceless facial expressions to describe what you were talking about. u were always cheerful, happy, bouncy, filled with expressions, u always had a smile on your face without fail, you were and still is one of the favourited teachers among the students! the first time you taught us.. i thought, hey.. i like this teacher! =) you made a really good impression on us students and now teacher, we want to help you back! You always advise us and you never once scold us or force us to do anything. You were like a father to us, teacher. you were the joyful one among the teachers. i remembered how u complain that people are paying money to lose weight and here you are spending money to get fat. xD ahhh u were such a jovial one. Teacher, u might have lost your memory but i'm so glad and thankful that you're alive! you got the chance to continue living your life.. and the best part is.. you are not retarded like most people would be.. you are physically perfectly fine. teacher, in time, your memory will come back. thats for sure. I know it would be hard.. but please be patient teacher.. you have us.. and your family and friends to remember! Never Give Up! coz we wont give up on you! We miss the old cheerful you teacher.. So dont be sad anymore because the ones who love you will feel even more sad to see you this way. We're thankful for your second chance in life.. and you should too! live every second to the max teacher! Dont waste it, even for a second.

When i went down to pass the letter to you, you were sitting with the other guy teachers but you were just,staring blankly again at something. Like you were lost in thoughts. thinking what you should do with your life. that kinda look. and when i called you to tell you i've a letter for you, imeadiately a smile lit up your face. but just for a while. and you zonked out again. the next time i passed by the staff room, i saw u sleeping on your table. well, i assumed you were sleeping. i hope you werent crying. Were you? I guess the reason why you're back in school now is because they want to help you remember about your work place and all. Dear teacher, you will, i know you can!

I promised myself to visit you in school during my recess time. to talk to you and find out how you're doing.

Teacher, i hope you get well soon. We miss you.

Your student who really care,miss and love you,
Celine.Yap.Kah.May.

I want you to know, that it doesn't matter. Where we take this road, Someones gotta go.

ello. just came back from jogging.
reminded me of last week when i went jogging with Chi Wing, Yan Zheng, Wai King, Eng Thiam and Pakson. after jogging when we played catch-catch xD. so swt. hahahaa.. and played the swing and all feeling all like a kid again. xD hahaha.. time is passing THAT FAST! =P

this week in school has been nice.
coz bengkel were postponed for like a week.
so we have free time to ourself in school. =)
so i decided to start some study group in class with chi wing, boon sin and khai yein. =D it was good. coz i feel good during school and after school.!
its like my every second in school is used up in a way that benefits myself and not just lepak here and there.. chit chat.. and all tht. yeah, we students sure do stuffs like that.
but its fun going to school and having that feeling like..
Wow.. my time going to school today was worth it. haha.

feels good. =)
I'm feeling better. tho some things never change.
but i'm used to it already. =D
suppose to go for Akon's concert this saturday.but some misunderstandings happened and my friend who was giving me the ticket tot i wasn't going so yeah. no more tickets for me! =( ah wells... =/ lets hope i get to go to annual dinner instead! *fingers crossed!*

sho yeah. thats pretty much my week and all. Oh yes, went to Bethal church on sunday to do publicity for AFC Bootcamp 2009! =) Did a preview of my choreography. will be going to more places but resting this sunday. I got to see Lydia and Natasha after so long!!!!! =) took pictures but no time to upload yet! so till then!

Pray for me. =)

I'll be. :)

Four No More

The Four No More

Long time ago someone questioned me and i said we'd last for all of eternity. And tht someone said.. Dont speak too soon..and i was like Ahhh. i know just exactly wht i'm saying. but now.. now i dont anymore.. its over.

What about death? why do some people die young some early?
what'd you do if someone u loved the most in this world..
more than everyone else died before ur eyes in ur arms..
what'd you do then? after? how would you cope?

whats the point of death anyways?
what does it mean?

dont worry. i'm not thinking about suicide.
what kind of stupid person would think that.. or do so.
over people who dont deserve ur life? come on..
dont ever do that to urself coz no one else is worthy of ur life..
none but God himself.

I just had the most terrible night mare yesterday..
a night mare where the only people i felt i could rely on..
died before my eyes and in my arms..
u should probably understand hw sad.. literally..
REALLY REALLY sad i was in my dreams..
it felt as if everything that was left.. everyone that was left..
that i loved so much and couldn't afford to lose.. was taken away.
away from me. and i felt there was no where left to turn to..
to cry on.. to hug.. to just rant and love..
the place where u feel most secured and loved..
taken away from me.. and it felt so real..

and after thinking it over in school..
I KNOW. THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME THINK AND FEEL AS IF I'M ALONE IN ALL OF THS AND THAT NO ONE IS THERE FOR ME, NO ONE LOVES ME. NO ONE IS FIGHTHING THIS PHASE OF MY LIFE WITH ME.

But too bad. too bad for you. I KNOW.
that there are people who really loves me and are watching over me. I KNOW. that even if there is no one on earth that i could rely on, i have GOD himself to rely on! SHOO FROM MY DREAMS! Noob.

PS: Thank you so much kimberley for being there for me always. for smsing or calling at the right moments when i'm about to cry or just feeling so so sad or angry. it was almost a miracle that u msged me right spot on. At that very second. its amaizing. Telephatic twins alright. Ily.